Christmas

We seem to be on a journey without knowing the destination. Oh, I have dreams of the destination. I am not trusting my own dreams at this time. I've come to a place of deep sadness. I am trying to escape.

Joy has loved spending Christmas at home this year. She is content to be home, in her safe surroundings. As long as she is with me, she seems to keep her system under control. I have been blessed with much snuggle time. She has played wonderfully with Faith, Promise, and Hope. I think she is happy.

I long for the day when words will be spoken freely between us and confusion and resignation do not exist. Thank you Jesus, I know this day is in my future.